Fighting with yourself

Hello everybody!

everyone! I am very happy with the picture i am sharing with you today, a few days ago I came across a post on Pinterest that really spoke to me. A caption that read.

Every day is a battle against yourself, make sure the right one wins.

It strengthened my resolve to be aware and the best version of me that i can be! I will get into that later in the post.

But allow me to start the visual part of the post with a few explanatory images where i. Showcase the creative process.

I’m gonna let the pictures talk for them selfs

There you have it

I’m evolving my writing as well l as my artwork,

On to a more personal note… why the quote spoke to me….

I was born to a child, 16 almost 17years old was my mother when she got the burden of dragging me around, and believe you me I got to hear how much I was in the way. My childhood was horrific and I will not go into details about the abuse, mental, physical and sexual, the trifecta!
This left me with either C-PDSD or BPD (Complex post traumatic stress disorder and Borderline Personality Disorder). In not so many words, I have a hard time regulating my emotions and I have to fight myself each and every day to be able to life a happy heathy-ish life. I’m no cakewalk to live with.
I am an angry individual but I’m working on letting go, being mad at someone does nothing to them, you’re only hurting yourself with anger and frustration. The ability to let go and by doing that, taking the power away from your abusers is a liberating feeling. There are days that I just can’t deal and I get angry, I am after all human, a pretty flawed one at that (I know I have good qualities, i like speaking in an hyperbolic way). I love being able to come here and show my art and let you peak a bit behind the curtains of my story.

I do thank you for reading and I hope you enjoyed reading. I ask that if you have time, have a moment of silence for the children that are having a hard time. I know that it will not help children directly but by being aware you might just see some signs or just sending some positive thoughts that might strengthen a little warrior.

BY ALL MEANS ,THIS IS MENT AS A BEAUTIFUL EXERCISE TO KEEP US AWARE AND PRESENT TO THE PROBLEM! DO NOT TAKE THIS AS ANY KIND OF ATTACK!

THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY !!