My Wartime Diary. I am graceful, and I am sorry

I can't imagine what you are going through. I don't blame you one bit for not being able to take the time to post (but it does let me know you are still there). I know it can be physically, mentally, and emotionally draining.

I'm so sorry about that nightmare. I'm sure I'd be the same way. You are brave. Being brave doesn't mean you have no fear, it just means you keep going anyway.

We humans need each other, physically. We can pick each other up when the other falls (physically, emotionally, or mentally). We can cry with each other. We can hug to let the other person know that while we may not know what they are going through, we care.

While I'm not there to physically help you, I wish I could give you a big hug to let you know that I do care.

Oh God! It's heartbreaking to read your lines, but it has been expected. You have been holding strong in front of us (most likely crying a lot alone). You are a human being and what you've been through it would be a lot for anyone. It's normal to go through these phases, so don't apologize.

You're an example to all of us, how you've been holding up and what you've been doing for others to help survive. Don't be so harsh on yourself. Cry if you have to, if it makes you feel better as you can't keep it in yourself forever. Get it out of your body and then you'll have time to put yourself together again.

We're here as always, even if we're on and off as life is going on. Don't lose hope as this madness can't last forever. Love and hugs! 🤗♥️

Привіт. Радий, що ти натисла правильну кнопку. Це дало мені змогу прочитати твої переживання.
Зважаючи на досвід та не бажання брехати, не буду писати, що все пройде за "ну максимум 2-3 тижні".
У Вашому випадку, на мою думку, доки не закінчиться війна про видужання думати передчасно.
Зато, знаю що може допомогти зменшити хвилювання (тривогу) та покращити ваше самопочуття.

1. Дозований перегляд новин (усвідомлене уникнення негативу). Краще зранку, раз на день.
2. Фізична активність (будя-який спорт, йога, хотьба). В міру, без перенавантажень.
3. Тимчасове відволікання (Робота, а краще ДУЖЕ багато роботи/хобі/творчість/догляд за кимось).

І на кінець, повторіть будь-ласка свій телеграм. Я Вам маякну. Щоб на крайній випадок, у Вас завжди "була можливість" поділиться подібним самоаналізом, перед тим як натиснути кнопку "відхилити". з людиною, яка може допомогти...

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I am so grateful that I was born in Austria in 1987 and could live for more than 30 years now here in a peaceful country. But in terms of human existance the first and the second world war are only 77 and 104 years in the past and Austria was involved in starting both of these wars. Both my granddads fought in the second world war luckily got cought as Prisoners of War by the Americans and could return to Austria after the war. Both my granddads didn't tell a lot about the war but when they did it was always terrible and something they would not wish anybody to experience.

One thing I can remember very well was how excited my granddad was when Austria joined the European Union and when the Euro was introduced December 2001 / January 2002. He gifted me the "Euro Starter Package" wich contained all the new Euro Coins. He cried because for him this was a message that there will not be any war again in Europe. He also gifted me a book he wrote about his live and eventhough compared to his livespan (90 years, but when he wrote this book he was 70) war is one of the biggest chapters in the book. Maybe I will read it, but now I am a little bit build a little too much by the water and probably would cry to much. One thing I can remember when I flicked through the book was that according to my grandfather war always feels like "Waiting".

Waiting for the bad things to end, waiting for new orders, waiting for food, waiting for the day to end, waiting for a time to go to toilet, waiting for news, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting........... and this waiting is slowly killing your mind.

Sorry for this long text but I had to write it. Hope good times will come sooner than later and wish you all the best. Best greetings from Austria.

First of all, Hive is not going anywhere and you are already our dearest within this community so do not think about it too much... We are always here for you.

I think it's okay to feel scared, it's not weakness. We are human and have emotions, it's been over 3 months since you have been dealing with this horrible war situation. I used to see nightmares a lot even for a while I used to forget where I was. Your words just broke my heart, I wish I could do something for you. Let me know if there is anything I can do for you...

It's okay to feel broken because I feel broken sometimes but remember, we are all strong and these bad days will pass away very soon...We will have a gorgeous future...

@tipu curate 💙💛 🇺🇦 💛💙

Ох, як все до болю знайоме ((
А ще оте - картати себе: а чи достатньо сьогодні зроблено, ні - могла більше/ чи вже не могла, ресурс -- і привіт - біль, страхи, розпач та безсилля!
Просто обіймаю! Хай вищі сили дивом дивним дадуть джерело наповнення хоч по маленькій краплинці!

You definitely don't have to be strong and brave all the time. It's also good to let your emotions out and have a damn good cry. I'm so sorry you are still having to go through all of this. ❤

Don’t worry @zirocha we so understand. You don’t need to be strong and brave all the time. Even though we see you like that. It is just all the build up from the days.
Let it all out… it needed to come out.
We will be here when you return. Just take care of yourself…
We can’t imagine what you are going through but we are here.
Bigggg hugggg 🤗🤗🤗

I can’t imagine what you’re going through and feel so powerless for not being able to help more. And it’s absolutely normal to break down at some point considering the horrific Invasion Ukraine is living, that doesn’t mean you are not strong! You are strong and will survive this!

the whole world thinks your brave people protecting your country <3 I hope this war is over soon sending love from the U.S. to all the people of the Ukraine.

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You are brave, so you are sharing this post. War breaks people emotionally and physically. This is a thought-provoking article, everyone should hate war.

I can only wish you the best, I have no idea how you feeling, the pains and horror.
Times change the question remains when.
When?

Grace remain with you...

Sometimes we're tested not to show our weakness , but to discover our strengths... Sending lots of love and hugs❤️💕

My dear, I truly understand what you're going through, the wonder, the longing, the constant nightmares that remind you of the hard times. But, something that you do need to remember is that, there's always a new day tomorrow, you wake up after your nightmare in the morning, and have a new chance to make those feelings worth it, like this, inspiring other people. Warm hugs for you and your loved ones.

so sorry for what you and everyone there is going through! Wish it would just end!

Watch out for the human traffickers at hivefest. You wont know it until its too late. STAY AWAY! Beware, traffickers can be women or men! They will act nice until they dont. There is human trafficking going on around this type of crypto. I have witnessed it. They literally have attempted my murder and are trying to kill me with V2K and RNM. Five years this has been happening to me, it started here, around people that are still here. Homeland security has done nothing at all, they are not here to protect us. Dont we pay them to stop shit like this? The NSA, CIA, FBI, Police and our Government has done nothing. Just like they did with the Havana Syndrome, nothing. Patriot Act my ass. The American government is completely incompetent. The NSA should be taken over by the military and contained Immediately for investigation. I bet we can get to the sources of V2K and RNM then. https://ecency.com/fyrstikken/@fairandbalanced/i-am-the-only-motherfucker-on-the-internet-pointing-to-a-direct-source-for-voice-to-skull-electronic-terrorism ..... https://ecency.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem if you run into one of them you may want to immediately shoot them in the face. 187, annihilate, asphyxiate, assassinate, behead, bleed, bludgeon, boil, bomb, bone, burn, bury, butcher, cap, casket, choke, chop, club, crucify, crush, curb, decapitate, decimate, deflesh, demolish, destroy, devein, disembowel, dismember, drown, electrocute, eliminate, end, euthanize, eviscerate, execute, explode, exterminate, extinguish, finish, fry, grind, guillotine, gut, hack, hang, hit, ice, implode, incinerate, kill, liquidate, lynch, massacre, maul, microwave, mutilate, neutralize, obliterate, off, pop, poison, punnish, quarter, ruin, shank, shock, shoot, shred, skin, slay, slaughter, smoke, smother, snipe, snuff, squish, stab, strangle, stone, suffocate, suicide, SWAT, swing, terminate, torture, terrorize, whack, waste, wreck. You better fucking kill me.

Que alegría verte mejor, tu rostro muestra más tranquilidad. Un abrazo

You know, @zirochka I just finished to read your post, I've been doing it since a while... I found what you doing, simply fantastic. I mean what I just saying right now. Your strength, bravery and of course, humanity has no boundaries. I wrote a post about the origins of this conflict. If you wanna go and take a look, it will be just nice. Keep strong, keep your faith and remember, we are all with the ukrainian people!

Привіт дорога @zirochka

Я вас розумію. Я пережив багато подій у своєму житті, і я впізнаю почуття та емоції, які ви описуєте.

Я також іноді відчуваю провину за те, що не спілкуюся більше з вами, що не коментую ваші дописи, хоча ми разом працюємо над цим чудовим проектом NFT for Peace.

Я хотів би більше спілкуватися, підтримати, підбадьорити або просто зазначити, що читаю ваші дописи з великим задоволенням і повагою, що у вас є уважний слух, щоб вас слухати.

Моя сором'язливість і те, що я люблю працювати в тіні, а не в центрі уваги, напевно, одна з причин. Але, безсумнівно, ці крихкості, які ми поділяємо, створюють нашу людяність. І це наше найдорожче надбання на даний момент.

Сміливість... Привітайся з Ніком за мене.

Whether you are weak, or strong, we love you.
Whether you are scared, or brave, we love you.
You only have to be yourself. We still love you.