Thinking out loud

Sometimes it feels like success is a crime,
Sometimes it feels like people won't understand ,
With too much pressure around,
Soon many expectations too.

/Life has its own way of keeping you locked ,
Breatheless,
Hyperactive,
Earger,
Anxious,
And so much more/..

Most people dont understand our personal struggles too , sometimes families will just act out without fully knowing want one's struggles are about..

Alot of people do think people are proud or very egocentric especially when the person seems to be ignoring alot of things and focus on fighting personal battles that life throws at them..

In my own personal experience,
I sometime's try to stay away and alone when i have got nothing much to tell people.
Will lock myself indoors and give myself a "Me" time.
Just relax , eat sleep and do any activity my minds tells me to do without going out or calling and chating with anyone ,
This helps me calm myself so that too much life's pressure won't drive me insane too..
It helps calm my mind and i get to meditate on alot of things that i have in mind to do and try get solutions too by staying alone without interruptions too.

Its just one life for us all and its not really easy to be free from alot of life challenges and its pressures and this makes people fall into depressions most times .

In my own daily life i just noticed that people usually come in contact with you , and most of them seems to have opinions on how you are supposed or expected to live your life, its funny how most times it will feels like they are living better life's than you when they keep pointing fingers to your errors just because they are not in that same situation with you..

Its funny how things always feels easy to say when you are not the one in the situation too..
In as much as advices are cool , most people are just hypocritical when giving theirs too ..

We all want better life for ourself so i guess thats why we all are in this same struggle called "STAYING ALIVE".
Think out loud,
Imagining the best things,
Wishing the best for ourselves too.

And all this doesn't come in platters of gold, unless you got some huge inheritance which you will still need to be pressured to make sure it grows or better still managed well to avoiding loosing everything.

We think out loud and give ourselves wildest imaginations ,
We think out loud to hope for the very best for ourselves through daily struggles and life hurdles,

Even at the end,not everyone gets to archive their goals,

Not everyone lives to old age to enjoy the fruit of their labours,
Not everyone will be successful either and not everyone with actually get what they have wished for or worked for .

And that is just the reality of life,
And that is why we as humans can never give up even after getting our said goals and dreams, the struggle and pressure to still keep all that,
Will definitely make us all to keep

"Thinking out Loud".