And Trying to Become...

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Every time I wanted to believe, I was going to feel broken
Every time I wanted to trust, I was going to feel untrusted
Every time I wanted to know everything, I was ignored
Every time I wanted to make the change, I just kept coming back…

I know I would never be enough, enough to make everything complete
I know I would never be needed, enough to make everything worthy
I know I would never be liked, enough to make everything worth me
I know I would never be accepted, enough to be appreciated for what is…

I am so distant for what I knew was familiar and accepted but still I lose
I am so distant from what I was back then and embraced it but still, I lose
I am so distant from what I wasn’t a long time ago and be me but still, I lose
I am so distant from what I don’t want to happen and kept busy but still, I lose…

What am I now? What am I trying to be and trying to become?
What am I saying? What am I trying to prove that it isn’t true
What am I looking for? What am I trying to be and wanting to be more?
What am I here for? What am I trying to still live for why am I alive?

Watchwords:
Trying to become
Everything worthy
Enough to be appreciated
Wanting to be more

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Here is Tikatarot, who dares you to answer the question, “Who am I?”..

As and will always be reminding you to dream:

“As you are still the Master of your destiny and the maker of your dreams…”

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