My reflections today: I am still learning

I like to evaluate how I am doing in terms of achieving my proposed goals, what I am doing for myself, for my life, what I am doing to achieve the things I want.

These last few months have been strange for me, because I have felt somewhat trapped between what I do and what I want to do, I have had to use a lot of reasoning, not to act impulsively and not to make any decision that is not convenient.

To maintain my health, I walked with my husband every day and I was very happy, because I had already started jogging, that excited me a lot, because it was an indication of how much progress I had made, which motivated me to keep going, but I had to stop doing it, because of my cervical condition, for which I was indicated a medical rest, which is still active.

I am doing physical therapy and for the first time in a long time, I feel somewhat better, although the dizziness persists and the physiatrist will send me back to the otolaryngologist. Still, I feel optimistic.

Sometimes my body forces me to stop, but thank God, it is temporary. I want to walk again soon, because I know it will make me feel better, my body is very weakened by the lack of physical activity, but it will be a short time before I can get active again, although it will be gradually, without demanding too much of myself.

On the professional side, my work projects are in the hands of a colleague until I return to the office; however, the time at home has been one of continuous learning in my virtual world, trying to improve my blog and being more present. I have been watching Canva videos to learn how to use that tool, with which I can now make nice cover images.

I have also been studying about cryptocurrencies and I plan to continue researching about this topic, because this is where I want to grow.

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On a personal level, I think that as time goes by we mature, we can see things more and more objectively and notice that what used to distress us is no longer important.

Tolerance, reasonableness and keeping calm are the attitudes that I have had to work on the most in me and that I continue to work on. I am mastering the art of keeping quiet and not dying trying.

I want to manage my emotions properly, so that none of them stay with me when they are no longer useful, because every emotion has its reason for being and helps us to bring out what we have inside, but after a while, when it is installed, it hurts.

Right now I have no friends nearby, nor my family, they are all out of town or out of the country. I have very few friends and the ones I have are practically a lifetime, however, my office mates are sunny and we have had good times together, I have even been able to unburden myself sometimes with them; but being at home, my environment is limited to my husband and my children, thank God we live in harmony and maintain bonds of union, love and respect. Even so, I feel that sometimes I lack someone to talk to.

I have many expectations for the rest of this 2023, I assume each setback as an impulse to move forward, with better orientation and with more strength. Everything happens for a reason and what I have had to live these months is part of what I need to experience for my growth, so I am always grateful for everything, what I like and what I don't like, everything has its reason for being. Also, I am grateful for the extra time I have been able to share with my loves, something I appreciate very much.

As long as there is life and faith, there is hope.

Life from gratitude is a life full of blessings.

Thank you all for so much...

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