Lucky Words: Forced breathing [SPA/ENG]
se encuentra mi estado de ánimo.
En este preciso momento diría
que en 2% me siento, tal vez menos.
La depresión está atada a mi cuello,
todo podría derrumbarse en cualquier
instante. No obstante están algunos
sucesos que mantienen ciertos aspectos.
Me gustaría dormir eternamente, tal vez
eso sería suficiente o eso quiero creer.
De esa y otras ideas, me he convencido,
el detalle es que no me decido.
¿Será realmente prudente dejar todo en el olvido?
Porque sé que no es lo que necesito
más sin embargo me repararía
un gran y profundo alivio.
Es un tema en el que he pensado repetidas
veces y solo encuentro soluciones
temporales, nada realmente significante...
Y no deja de parecerme preocupante.
Aunque esto se tornó menos difícil
una vez acepté todo lo que sucedía,
pese a lo confundida que me sentía
y la agonía que me perseguía.
Sin tirar por borda todo lo que
me importa y dentro de mí
se aloja. A causa del huésped
de la deshonra, que no me abandona.
Seguir con ambas cosas, resulta
verdaderamente extenuante y ciertamente asfixiante.
Es una situación desesperante,
triste e inaceptable... Mi fuerza no es inagotable.
En la búsqueda del equilibrio,
incontables veces me he caído.
Solo quiero un respiro, es lo único que pido...
Un breve momento de aire puro y tranquilo.
is my state of mind.
At this very moment I would say
that I feel at 2% maybe less.
Depression is wrapped around my neck,
it could all come crashing down at any
moment. However, there are some
events that maintain certain aspects.
I would like to sleep forever, maybe
that would be enough, or so I want to believe.
Of that and other ideas, I have convinced myself,
the detail is that I can't make up my mind.
Is it really wise to leave everything in oblivion?
Because I know it is not what I need
but nevertheless it would bring me
a great and deep relief.
It is a subject that I have thought about repeatedly
times and I only find temporary solutions, nothing really significant...
And it doesn't stop worrying me.
Although this became less difficult
once I accepted everything that was going on,
despite how confused I felt
and the agony that haunted me.
Without throwing away everything that
I care about and inside me
is lodged. Because of the host
of dishonor, which does not abandon me.
To go on with both is truly
exhausting and certainly suffocating.
It is a desperate situation,
sad and unacceptable... My strength is not inexhaustible.
In the search for balance,
countless times I have fallen.
I just want a breather, that's all I ask for....
A brief moment of pure and calm air.
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