[WE-183] Three Things I Want to Point Out About Myself.

I never really tried an online dating app ever, oh, except Omegle. Is that a dating app too? I just tried that because it doesn't require any installation of the application, lol. Anyhow, I'm not sure how an online dating app works. I don't have any idea about the famous online dating app either, all I know is that it is an application that can find you someone with great compatibility. Maybe I'll just try that one day, who knows, that may be the place where I can find my "the one." Lol.

Now, if ever I start using that kind of app, I will make sure to put about the most important things "about me." I will also make sure to write in CAPITAL LETTERS what kind of person I am so that if ever I already found my "the one" in there, he'll know what and he won't be surprised anymore. Well, it'll work great because I think there's a matchmaking thing on that kind of app, no? I will point out these three things:

I prefer a chat over a call or video call. Seriously, I really hate talking, like talking using my mouth. I can type a long message, but I can never utter a lot of words (≧▽≦). Add more of me being shy (◍•ᴗ•◍), I'd rather we just chat than have a video call. And another reason why I don't want that is because I kind of stammer whenever I talk, and I find that an embarrassment for me. This is really a big insecurities for me that I don't ever want to flaunt it (●´⌓`●).

Although calling is important because we can talk more and know more about each other, I still hope I can find someone who will understand that side of me and will accept it wholeheartedly. It's ridiculous, I know, but that's just really me. And, I think, in the long run, this stammering will disappear too if I get used to that person, so (◍•ᴗ•◍).

I am a shy person, and I might turn down a lot of dates if ever you decide to ask me out. So, yes, that's really me. I can have a thick face when I talk over a chat, but it's different if it's face-to-face. I hope to find someone who can accept this other flaws of mine. It's really hard not to get shy, especially if you think of yourself as an ugly woman. Maybe this will change too in the long run, but I just want to add that I am really shy. Convince me all you want, but you'll never forced me to come if I don't want to

Another thing is that I talk nonsense most of the time and I hate complicated topics. There are a lot of people who love to talk about complicated things, and most of the time, I cannot relate. I will just start to run or hide when they start to talk about that. Or maybe I can just listen but don't expect a reply because I really hate complicated things (≧▽≦). I lose my focus too if the other person starts to talk about politics and history. This is what I get from not studying better that I don't know a lot of things.

A dating app is a good one because, through it, it can help us find someone we are compatible with. But it is also better to tell about the real you, I mean, what you like or something - so that when you decide to start communicating, both of you already have an idea about each other. Right?