Our end can surprise us at any moment of our life, it comes without warning, at the moment we least expect it, in the way we least imagine.

I can not deny that the idea of death is a topic that I avoid, just thinking about that day causes me a terror, right now I want to live, I have many plans and dreams for the future.

I think that if I had that certainty in my life, I would be very distressed, it is something I will never be prepared for.

I once heard a story of a lady who one hour before she died told her husband that she had only one hour to be with them for the last time.

In her last hour she asked to be with her children, and so she said goodbye to each of them, it is a mystery, she knew just how long she had to be alive, she was ready to leave, she did it without fear, she said goodbye with a smile on her face and a see you later children.

That story impressed me, I would also like to know how much time I have left to live, I have heard many stories about this kind of opportunities, it is surprising how sensitive we are to the spiritual world at that moment of leaving this earth, it is terrifying.

For a girl like me who is just beginning to spread her wings to be independent, who wants to accomplish so many things, that thought is the last thing on my list, although I know it will happen to all of us someday.

If that were to come in my life tomorrow, I would want to be with my family, to spend as much time with them as possible, to wake up sleeping in bed with my parents like I did when I was a little girl.

I don't want to go that far, my last day I want to be at home, eating my favorite food, watching my doramas, hugging my little brother.

Maybe it seems boring, I don't need to go so far, so far being at home with my family is my happiness, I think that if death came tomorrow to be with the people I love today would be the best, to be with those who have been my support, my protection.

On this last day I would go to my grandmother's house, I would be with her for a while, I would say goodbye to my aunts.

Of course I have other desires, things to put in order in my life, I don't want to leave without giving some advice to my little brother, that little one that every day makes jokes to me.

The truth is that I will leave no will, no assets, I have no money in my bank, but I will leave good memories to my parents, imagine the sadness of my departure that would break them down, I am their eldest daughter, their only child, the news of my departure would be terrible.

Only someone who hates me would be happy with that, thank God I don't have that answer😅.

As for what I would have liked to do at this time would be to undertake my income idea, right now it is a project without starting.

I would have painted my hair, done my nails, bought some clothes, gone out with that guy I've had a crush on for a while.

This reflection on these interesting questions make me think that I must put in place my plans in my life, take advantage of the now, put my best effort and always do my best in each of my days.

Time passes soon when you least expect it, it is time to say goodbye in this life, I will enjoy my present, I will value my life, thank you for reaching the end of my content.