There is always light after the dark - My mind and thoughts
I honestly have no idea what to write because my brain is stuck and my body went to hibernation. Not just because of winter but it wants to take a break from me I guess, it got bored of me :D. I have been feeling disconnecting, less sleep, and lack of rest causing health issues slowly and I can feel it. I am listening to music while writing this post hoping that somehow I will end up writing something good.
It's been a while since I have written a post describing my life, my thoughts. It's complicated and my brain is dealing with a complex situation knowing there is no solution. Depression is grabbing and gasping me slowly without telling me, unknowingly my mind is in depression and I can feel the darkest moment of my life where I am helpless.
I know mindset is very important and staying positive always helps an individual to deal with any situation. I guess this is the dark moment that I am facing now and hopefully, it will recover and go away. Because in the end, I have realized that there is no solution or control over my concerns and it is just causing me depression nothing else. Staying at home is kinda boring and due to winter, my activity level reduced a lot.
I don't feel like doing anything though I always inspire myself to do different activities. For example, yesterday I went to a nice place to do snowboarding though it was not like how I have pictured myself. I am not sad because at least I got a chance to think about something else instead of thinking about my future concern all the time.
I have taken a break from my work, the job I was doing. I was unable to focus and concentrate on it properly but now I am realizing it was a mistake. I shouldn't take that break but the good news is from the next week, I will go back to my work again.
There were happy moments in my life as well, for example, this summer I went to XcountryYatching and gathered the most beautiful moment and experiences in life. You can see in the photo how happy I was.
The only thing that keeps cherishing and motivating me is these photos, I always love recalling my memories and these are the best moments that are giving me the power to think positively. When an individual finds themselves in a dark situation or in a crisis, people say it's better to stay calm and I hope I will be able to keep my mind calm in this crisis.
I guess you all know what I am writing here, for those who don't know I am talking about Ukraine - Russia Crisis situation.
As a foreigner, I am finding a lot of difficulties living in Eastern Ukraine concerning my safety, I only can imagine how locals are feeling right now.
Last year, I have been to many beautiful locations and explored myself in the middle of nature or nowhere. I ended up having a different perspective which helped me to focus on what I wanted and boosted my self-confidence as well. this is not new, I have ended up being in a dark situation or crisis before, the pandemic covid situation taught me many things. Each situation and crisis is different and every dark moment changes me when I overcome.
Talking and fruitful discussion helps but also too many opinions just overwhelm me and I become confused. I do lose my way of thinking for a while and can't decide which way I should choose.
Still, there is a lot to cherish and be grateful for. No matter how much my brain and mind process panic and fear, I constantly feel grateful for being alive and having this life. This is just a bad, challenging moment that I am facing currently but I am also aware that, things will be normal in time.
It is okay to feel concerned about the uncertain future but I just don't want that the panic drives me crazy...
I really hope and pray that we will see a cheerful and happy life in the future.
That's all for today, folks...
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You have a lot to cherish and be grateful for!
Stay positive!
And keep on blogging... about the many things you are grateful for.
Heck.. waking up in the morning alone, is so much to be grateful for.
Make you surroundings your own.
Think less of being a foreigner in another land.
“It is only with gratitude that life becomes rich." — Deitrich Bonheiffer
I should besides I know I have so many good moments to share, I just need to be mentally stable and give myself time slowly. Trust me I tried to write something good in fact I was seeing the photos but I felt like I will share those another time.
That's so true...
If you need a friend....
I know, where we can talk?
I'm in Discord under Silver Saver#1507
Okay I will catch you there...Thanks dear...
You are a beautiful and wise girl. Seeing your photos in the posts is a real aesthetic pleasure!
In fact, there is a way out of any problem while we breathe:) It just happens that we do not see this way out.
I wish you that the black bar ended soon.
We are all worried about the war. But I live in the West of Ukraine and this war is somewhere very far away.
And where are you from, if not a secret?
Agree, that's why I need a calm mind to think wisely and objectively. I consider this moment is a bad time.
Thank you and I am glad you like the photos, Ukrainian photographers are really great and talented I must say.
I live in the East part, Kharkiv, close to the border. From my home, the border is only 40 km away. So, this situation really concerns me a lot...
Do you have good options. You can stay, but can you leave? I would want to feel safe, but I would not want to lose the life I had built either. It is a hard choice.
Not really, the situation is so uncertain. I thought about going to the west for a while but it's tough to move with this kind of mentality where fear belongs. Decisions and choices are hard, I have to consider and sacrifice so many things which I had built here and put so much effort into them. :( I am so confused...
There's more to life my dear
If not for anything be grateful for the Beauty you posses
Your photos are classic and your style is Down to earth
Hope to connect with you for more awesome contents
@khingstan cares 🤴✌️
Thank you so much, this means a lot to me... I am trying to keep and hold myself positively but the situation in Ukraine is very bad now...
There's always that flicker of light at the end of the tunnel... Keep the push and believe
The universe will always rescue us in the end
You will have my prayers
@khingstan Cares 🤴✌️