The evil inside you ...not smiling to it...[shorts]
People around me see me as an angel who is always loving and caring about others , they all see me as someone who is interesting to be with, someone who they can confide in , someone that is always willing to listen to others and always wanting to see others successful.. yeah I am all that but I also have an evil inside me which I am battling with , I am battling with the evil of low self esteem....
I have a serious low self esteem and it makes me feel so less of myself , it makes me feel I am not good enough , even whenever I record some success it makes me feel I am not worth achieving that particular success , and I must say that it is beginning to affect my life negatively and it has made me to reduce the way I socialize with others because I am always feeling everyone is better than me and that makes me to be afraid to mingle freely without others without looking down on myself..
I know that if I do not stop this evil of low self esteem , it could lead to a bigger problem which is depression..
So yeah it is an evil because it is like my enemy , it is hindering my growth and goals in life..
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I have had issues with my self-esteem in the past. I overcame that through positive reinforcement, and appreciate my accomplishments. We need to learn to be kind to ourselves. It's the only true way to grow. Nothing is perfect and there is beauty in imperfection. We just need to change our orientation and it all starts with gratitude.
That is true...I think lack of kindness to each other is the reason why many more people die in silence...