The hours, brings me good or evil?

The hours brings me good or evil?
For some it's easy to live, for some it's hard
It's a chain of moments that shape who I am
Does what I create makes me who I am ?
Does what I want to create makes me who I want to be?

Will I get a chance to do what I really want?
Did life has given me what I wanted?

These questions I want answer to
I need results