Wednesday Walk and Thursday Throwback

Eventhough how I want to hide? How I want to ignore my feeling? How I want to be strong but the reality is always there that there are certain things that made me weak in a short span of time and after I burst out my emotion, I went back to normal and calm down. Though how my heart is boiling but good thing always happened to me is that I didn't lost my control. I am not as easy to get angry. I didn't like argument and if ever I got in that situation, I am the one who said sorry either it's my mistake or not.

Last Wednesday my boss told me that they would be going to the Holy place of Makkah and Madinah. They are doing yearly pilgrim after my lady boss survived her breast cancer. According to their beliefs, tradition and culture, doing such thing for gratefulness and beatitudes instead of making party.

Madam told me to watch over her two young daughter, one is working and one is studying. This week has no pressure, I am relax but so bad that when I have no work to do, Satan played my focus. But I AM STRONG!

I went to my friends Wednesday night upon their request to buy food for us to eat together but when I arrived, she already left for home. I went to the other house , another sister of my lady boss, I gave my pansit and the fried chicken I bought. On my God it caused commosion when the little children wanted to eat the food I bought but it was spicy. I felt shy and walked away then I went home without eating with friend.

The house of the nephew of my boss is new and he is newly wed too. His wife is two months pregnant.

During night the street is too busy. I saw many people when I bought the fried chicken. I went to the pharmacy upon the request of my friend who wanted papaya lotion.

I was not happy that night until I slept I had heavy heart. Its just normal for me. What important is I am okay.

I just remember long time ago, time like this was the birthday of my mother and Uncle. Today is already Friday. Happy weekend everyone.

HIVE ON!

@OLIVIA08