Blackout / Desmayo
Sólo una hoja revolotea en mi desierto,
mi memoria es un cementerio de recuerdos,
apasionados, dulces, aventureros.
Qué extraña sensación de desaliento
que me hace, sin embargo, reír a carcajadas,
en este auto tormento.
No quiero olvidarte
aunque tu recuerdo me haga trizas,
prefiero conformarme con las cenizas
de aquellos besos apasionados
que para ti no fueron nada
y que quizá nunca existieron.
Only a leaf flutters in my desert,
my memory is a graveyard of memories,
passionate, sweet, adventurous.
What a strange feeling of discouragement
that makes me laugh out loud though,
in this self torment.
I do not want to forget you
although your memory tears me to shreds,
I'd rather settle for ashes
of those passionate kisses
that for you they were nothing
And maybe they never existed.
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.
They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.
https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem
Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?