The last few weeks have been in a to and fro of health centers doing medical exams to my mom this has me quite exhausted the results were not very encouraging and is that reaching 86 years is not easy is a long trajectory of life some come enjoying good health my mother is a strong woman today when I took her for consultation finally we got to the reason for their pain and difficulty walking has a fracture in the lower spine of course at his age the bones are not so strong.

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But the truth of it all is that everything depends on how you see things and the attitude you assume there are circumstances that we have no control, but if we can control is the attitude towards life, while the doctor gave me the diagnosis my thoughts were a step ahead many things came to my mind now what is the next step? What should I do? Unlike my mom who was listening to the doctor calmly on the way home I didn't talk for a long way my thoughts were on the next step I was in my world, my sister and my mom were talking I listened to them but I didn't understand them until my mom said the best medicine is to have faith and positive thoughts if I get sad my body will get sicker at that moment my thoughts landed.

Definitely the attitude is what makes the difference between moving forward and giving up also measures your strength and my mom is a tremendous warrior that despite the results she is as always telling stories, with a smile the amazing thing is that she is the sick one and she told me calm daughter everything is in the designs of God, my mother has her way of seeing and facing the reality of her life many may think that there is no point pretending that everything is fine if the reality is different, why be optimistic if the problems are there? Others will say I prefer to be realistic and accept my situation and you know these thoughts are reasonable.

Now I am unable to sleep with these thoughts but if I don't take care of myself and sleep I can get sick both physically and emotionally, however my mom is calm trusting in God sleeping with positive thoughts which one of the two do you think is better emotionally? The attitude has an impact on the quality of life you have to focus more on the positive this was a life lesson that my mom taught me today with realizing, when we got home my other brother went out to help her get out of the car and repeated again the best medicine is to have positive thoughts take care of your health while you are young as always with her smile that characterizes her even though it costs her to walk, wisdom is acquired over the years this are just my thoughts in this early morning without being able to sleep.