THOUGHTS WHILE IN LANAO DEL SUR

I have lots of pending drafts and I’m slowly posting them, so this was one of them,

this was an event that happened last year, just a random thought on this day, nothing special but I just wanna share

my family traveled to Lanao just to attend my cousins' wedding, honestly, I’m not so interested in going to weddings especially when it’s far away, but my mother insisted I should.

when we arrived everyone was so busy preparing for the wedding, I just sat down and admired the sunny and windy nature

I thought, a beach wedding is so nice and I’d choose this as a setting too if i marry

anyways, my most important thought of this day was the location, my ex was located near this area, and if we were still together during this day, that person would have been with me…

when the break up was still fresh back then, my pain and bitterness includes not going to places where that person is, even hearing the areas of Misamis oriental was painful to read or hear and i thought I will never go to the area where that person was, like not breathing the same air.

I also thought I had the biggest progress of moving on because knowing myself I wouldn’t have come here because of my bitterness but here I am, having my peace of mind, realizing I’m all better and not bitter. I just smile and laugh my stupid shits while i was hurting…

while I was lost in my thoughts and taking pictures, here’s a person getting emotional ahahaha, I just laughed because, same bruh! joke ahahaha

the beach ain’t that good of a view compared to the ones I’ve been to, but the calming ambiance is relaxing it gives me peace of mind.

guess who’s early ~ me ~

but you know since the wedding was starting I left the place where I was seated and just observed the wedding in the second-floor cottage areas

when the wedding ended I still stayed where I’m at, because I’m enjoying my isolation

everyone did the after party for the wedding but during this time, I was more focused on my phone talking to hiveph members, like getting to know the new ones that slid to the servers

anyways the next day we went home and my other cousins wanted to be on a beautiful beach so we stopped by to just dip in the water for an hour and went home afterward, it was a 4 hours travel going back to our hometown

Thanks for reading!