When I am in front of the sea...

5 months ago

I stop thinking about negative things.

I focus on the positive, take a deep breath, exercise, and fill my lungs with air.It's my way out of my stress zone because COMFORT is not.

It's not to remember my birthday present which by the way was in June of this year.

But, it had been two weeks since my birthday and I was feeling kind of uncomfortable with my husband, because he hadn't given me my birthday present, only the cake and dinner.

Faced with my complaint, and with a lot of validity, the man, becomes mute before my tantrum because of the demand, especially because today is already July 31st and he has not given me my gift, by the way, well deserved.

That Friday afternoon we were sitting on our couch. We are having a wine before dinner kind of relaxed. And I throw that accurate dart at the center of the heart.

He turned livid at my sudden anger and complaint. And he answered me... You are right Jani.

And I to soften the moment, I said it's not okay to relax, I understand that you've been working in the office, you're recovering from your surgery, you've already played dominoes with your gang of friends, besides, I understand your anxiety of not having clear what to give me, maybe a trip to Paris, hahaha, I'm very clear that for now the finances are not enough for this dream, anyway, it's to put a pad on the dart, to soften the easy target that I had in the peephole of my gaze...

Because he mattered to me, and I don't want to end up like a beast, and that he grabs me pierced of character, because I swore that I was never going to fight with him. In addition, for years I have been telling her everything I think and feel so as not to get sick, as holistic doctors say or assert, and swallow my own poison.

Everything has its time...😁

After a period of silence of 5 minutes, my husband says, my love relax I have your gift and I answer him "well, as it should be", answering enough would be, and suddenly he showed up with the tickets to go for a weekend to the beach in isla de coche in Venezuela after the presidential elections in our country.

My husband knows that I love the sea, the beach and to honor the gift 3 weeks later and to tell the story because it can serve as an example he put in my hands the envelope where the whole weekend tour "just for two" was.

Although I am unique with my occurrences, I just created the drama with him and I told him so as not to drown with the anger I had, in the face of such forgetfulness hahahah, he knows that I love sailing in silence and calm, going out to the serene sea, besides going from dark to blue waters.

It excites me and it seems shocking to me when he gives me a gift that can only be for me, identical to me and the closest thing to my hobbies, they are small things that inspire me to follow the flow of my path, until now unstoppable.

I love the stories behind the places that surprise and move me, such as the beautiful beaches of my Venezuelan Caribbean, traveling, it's one of the best decisions in life, here we go my husband and I, to the Island of Coche, on Friday, August 26th and that's why I'm sharing it this day with you, these photos are from the month of February, from one of the blessed beaches of my Venezuela, Galen.

Janitze ❣️