Naturaleza, música y procesos ✨💕 en la Colonia Tovar mi pueblito amado.

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Hello dear Hiver's, happy and blessed weekend to all of you.
Sorry again for the absence but I was quite delicate in health and also in the process of moving to a little town that I love with my heart "La Colonia Tovar".

Today I rise up in the midst of gratitude in spite of every difficulty, because God says in his word "Take the good and cast away the bad", and I faithfully believe that this is what this path of life is all about.

I confess that this change has not been a bed of roses. My son's and my own health situation forced me to say goodbye to the safety and comfort of my home to bravely set off on an adventure that, at 42 years of age, has not been easy to face.

My 17 year old son is going to university in a month to study pharmaceutical chemistry and at times that has made me a little anxious about the fact that he will be managing on his own for the first time in Caracas and getting him a good residence, when I had barely managed to pay the rent of the little house where I am living has not been easy, since the expenses due to my health problems have literally left me in expectation.

One of my best friends from Colonia Tovar made me move, charging me half of what the freight was really worth because he knows my situation and my best friend in San Juan brought me with the children, also an uncle of my 17 year old son accompanied us, so I had a lot of help since I could barely walk with the pain in my kidneys.

Without shame I tell you that I didn't have enough to buy food at home either and God continued to be there, showing us his immense love.
Every day I receive gifts from my new neighbors and friends who are happy to finally have us close, from beautiful fruits and vegetables, to cookies and cakes.

The children are immensely happy because they got playmates and now the little house is always full of children running, jumping and jumping between the sun and the trees.

Yesterday I went looking for a job again and I managed to get a job for the "oktoberfest" as a siphonera at the beer stand, it is not a glamorous job but I am going to enjoy it even though I do not drink alcohol, because it is one of the most iconic and fun parties there is, it is 3 days in a row of work where you work almost without a break, but the atmosphere is great, also knowing that it will put food on my table for my children fills me with pride and happiness.

I arrived with the hope of being able to start selling my cakes but where I live there is no 220volt electricity and my oven is, so I have to wait to be able to raise the money to buy the materials and pay for the labor to make the connection.
Believe me Hiver's when I tell you that the important thing is to never give up.

Later I went to look for a place in a small public school "El Molino" where I had been warned that it was difficult to get a place, however I went with faith that something would be achieved.
They sent me to talk to the directors of the high school and the elementary school and guess what? 🙏🥹✨💕
The same teachers from 6 years ago when I lived in the Colonia before.

They received me with immense love, and welcomed me and my children, also on the condition that I would help them with culture, music and English, as I always did when my children were young, amazed that Carlos was already on his way to college 🥹 and that time passed so quickly.

And yes Hiver's, I know that sometimes we feel that everything collapses at our feet, that money is not enough, that medicines are very expensive, that there are very bad people who only mock or take advantage to get something through deception, that honesty and brotherhood are diluted in our country, but eye everything will always be different depending on the eyes that look at it and the attitude and courage you have before the circumstances of life.

I do not deny that I have gone through difficult and sad situations at the family, health and also economic level, it also happened to me that many who I thought were friends or colleagues have only put the trip.
But in the midst of introspection and silence, between music and the hugs of my children I find balance.
And that is why I love to say "I take care of what my heart feels, what my heart gives, I cannot take care of what others carry in their hearts", that is why I no longer cling and let go of everything that does not add to my life, that is why I choose to see the beauty in the midst of the storm and the reflection that gives you calm, that tears are there to cleanse the soul and that prayer is always your best weapon.
That the one who acts in good always God wraps him and embraces him, that I should not fear and I should only rest in Him.

There is still a long way to go Hiver's I must continue fighting to complete the treatment of my son Isaac Daniel, which lasts 2 years and I only ask God to allow me to continue healing to work tirelessly to achieve it, to see him grow and develop normally, and that my other children can also be well, that is my desire and my goal.
The rest God will continue working, building
And protecting us.

Maybe you are wondering what will happen with music?
I'm in a project with a jazz-funk band in Caracas, but I'm also a 4x4 mother so I still work teaching English and music, waitressing, selling clothes, etc..
Any job that is honest and puts food on the table for my children is the priority.

Here is a song that I love in a different format and surrounded by nature, sky, green and lots of love🌿💚🌼.

I love you God bless you always 🙏🌿✨💕.

Bohemian Rapsody (Freddy Mercury-
Short version )
Anyway the wind blows
Doesn't really matter to me
To me
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind
And face the truth
Mama, oh!
I don't want to die
But sometimes wish
I'd never been born at all, oooh
Oh baby, can't do this to me baby
Just gotta get out
Just gotta get right outta here
Nothing really matters
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me.

Source: Bohemian Rhapsody-Freddie Mercury

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