I am Frustrated and I am in a Mess. Is this Depression or just Disappointment?
Okay, our house is a mess like now. I didn't turn on my ToDoist app which the first thing to do is make the bed after waking up.
A few days ago, I vacuumed the floor, stored the toys in the box, and did all the usual house chores. The next day, the kids are making a mess.
Another frustration is about finding an online job. I already spent Connects to an online job platform. One person responded to my job application but never set up a meeting. The other one directly sent a message to me. I responded I set up a meeting but no response.
Setting this up as a cover photo because these paintings are making me happy.
Also, about three days ago, I made some paintings in the middle of the night because I couldn't sleep right away. But showing you some previous paintings I made above. Sooner or later, I will show you my paintings.
Painting is indeed an art therapy.
But, I am losing money.
I've been sending a message to a travel company about my commission earnings I made for more than a year already. They haven't paid me. I am waiting for them to process the payment tomorrow.
Last week, I also received an email for guest postings on my travel blog. I published the article and then unpublished. It's past one week already they haven't sent the payment. So he said he will pay on Monday.
Geez, I am losing my patience.
Meaning, I am just waiting for their payments to be settled.
Oh, Lord. Please give me more patience.
Also, I joined Threads by Instagram as I am sharing the links to my main travel blog. I am losing traffic on my blog.
But my goal is to go back to pursue my online job.
That's why here on Hive, I am posting my old photos from my travels to ease my disappointment. And of course, earning from it is a big bonus.
But part of me wants to get back to an online job for my technical skills. I feel so rusty. Working on my main travel blog is helping me to gain back my skills.
Do you feel me? Are my feelings valid? Hoping to feel better after writing this. I just want to vent out.
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Maybe you need to stop and breathe in, breathe out whenever you feel frustrated. I can’t also help but feel frustrated if I’m in your situation but feeling that way will only give you stress, those people causing your stress will never be stressed. I hope they pay you soon though. Baga man nawong for letting you do work but not paying you.
It's my fault, I should have insisted payment first before publishing the article on the blog. Tomorrow, I need to do a follow-up na naman.
This happened at times! I mean,.like old saying Hindi araw-araw pasko.
Just relax for a while 😁 though I know it's frustrating
hehe one week din akong vacant na walang work kaya siguro i felt so down.
Ahh, ako nasa isip ko din hanap work kapag kaya na
Di ako sanay wala own money
oo nga di ako sanay walang own money.
Mam @itravelrox,you will get back on your online job soon.🙏
I hope so. Still applying pa.
Kadepress tlga yan madam yung nagwowork ka for others but walang payment.
Nga pla madam, Yung connects mo, sa UW yan?
Bumili ka ba or free lang?
Yes bumili ako sa UW
We are our greatest asset as well our worst enemy sometimes. Hopefully you can get this stuff sorted out and getting the money that you are owed!
I am still waiting though. Whew.