Life, uncertainties and exam

Uncertainties are part of life and no one has the power to ignore it doesn't matter how powerful one person is. Nobody wants to face it but who can stop it? Life and death, healthiness, and sickness seem like a coin, and any time anything can change and we can't control it like we can't guess correctly while flipping a coin.

I said earlier that my new year started in the hospital and in January month I needed to visit 2 times in the hospital for my close relatives and my father. Overall the month was not good for me as my final year graduation exam also started in January.

10 days of February are already over and it seems the things that started in January are still ongoing. My next exam is the most difficult exam for me and for that exam, I decided not to go outside and just keep reading from home. Who can go against the uncertainties? Again the same relative became sick and needed to do an operation. Indeed I needed to give some time there but my father took most of the responsibility and tried to help me to give more time to read. But because of some work, my father wasn't able to give time in the hospital and I needed to take responsibility. So most of the time were gone in the hospital and in the noon time the relative patient was released from the hospital and after completing all the formalities I brought them to my house and planned to study well for the next exam.

I was doing my studies and one of my best friends called me. He was saying to pray for his mother as from the last night he admitted her to the ICU and the situation is critical. I could feel the crying tune in his voice. I was shocked to hear the news. I can feel that he is mentally broken as I also faced a similar situation before. So leaving my studies I went to the hospital immediately after hearing the news and I knew that I could give him support at least to stay strong. I met with him and I can understand how nervous and afraid he is thinking about his mother.

When he saw some patients coming outside of the ICU after death, he became more afraid and thought negatively about the outcome of his mother. He was almost behaving like a crazy man and saying something by muttering. I understood he was just praying to Almighty to get some positive result. I just tried to give him the courage to think positively about the upcoming outcome and keep faith in the almighty. I think I was capable of giving him some mental support and he started to be normal as much as possible. After 2 hours he was able to see his mother and the doctor said that temporarily the situation was good but not out of danger. His mother couldn't talk but he realized her senses were working and understanding the situation. The doctor recommended keeping her at least one more day in the ICU.

My friend felt better after talking with the doctor and I was with him there for two more hours. Seeing him better I felt relief and I returned home and some other family members came that time. A few moments ago I called him again and asked about the condition and fortunately, the condition became much better compared to the noon time but still not out of risk.

He admitted his mother to a good hospital and the ICU cost is indeed huge. I know life is more valuable than money but his family must face a huge financial blow after recovering (I hope). I know somehow the money will be arranged maybe by taking debt or loans. I have felt the importance of the arrangement of the emergency from earlier. I think from today I will try hard to raise an emergency fund for my family to avoid that kind of financial blow and It's necessary. I hope my friend's mother will be fine soon.

By the way, I hope I will be able to face my exam well. I have still 1 day left to face the exam as I read it earlier although uncertainties of life interrupt the plan of revising. Fortunately, I finished my study earlier.