Feeling So Bad Seeing My Baby In Pain :(

Feeling So Bad Seeing My Baby In Pain :(

DATE CHECKED JANUARY 30 2021

TIME CHECKED 1:30 AM

Bad morning everyone! Yes, it’s bad because I am not feeling great :(… If you have someone that you are taking care of then you can relate to my topic for this blog.
Before I pursue my blog process char!
Would like to let anyone knows that I am very hungry but I don’t want to go down because I am afraid of phantoms (my house is kind of spacious to the point that you would be freaking out if you are just alone especially during blackout 😂).
Time out, my baby just woke up again (it’s already more than 10 times that she has been behaving like this like she wakes up every few minutes 😣😩😭…

TIME CHECKED 2:30 AM

Arghh being a mom is not easy! Jeez!
I am remembering my mother when she was handling us after my dad left. Imagine we are 5 in total and if I’m not mistaken my dad left us when my youngest brother was 1-year old I think, and I’m just thinking and trying to remember how did my mother handle those difficulties. Having my daughter being sick is not easy for me, seeing her in pain crying, etc makes my heart breaks into pieces.

TIME CHECKED 8:22 AM

I just woke up and it's already 8 Am, my baby woke up several times last night and then was able to sleep around 3 Am, I found out that she's also teething because of her poop green color (sorry I know it's gross for you and sorry if you are eating while reading).

TIME CHECKED 1:20 Pm

You must be wondering how did she get sick or how did it happen? So, 2 days ago we went to the park and had a play date with other mommies and my close friend here, so we started at 9 am I think and then we finished around 11 Am so that's quite long especially with sunny weather. Anyway, later in the afternoon, we felt hot and sweaty not hot because of fever or something but because it was just too sunny outside so then I decided to swim and then she saw me I thought it was ok because she has relaxed already so then we swam we all enjoyed it.
In the evening, I saw her nose with sniffles, and then when I touched her she was kind of a little warmer side so then I checked her temperature and it turned out that she has a mild fever. 🤒 Then in the middle of the night, it became worsen. I Shouldn't have swum but the pool was tempting jeez

TIME CHECKED 3:22 Pm

Now she's feeling well and back to how she is. I am so happy that she's fine now because just FYI my companion here in the house her daughter just died due to diarrhea, puking and fever and then after a few days my daughter got sick so can you imagine how I felt? Jeez not easy it's traumatic, To be honest.
She's now loving to go back to playdate slash school...

Thank you so much for reading! and sorry again for the late upload just been trying to get myself motivated to be energetic, just been draining for me for personal reasons...

Thank you again!
See you tomorrow!