A soliloquy to my 90 year old self!! (Week 118)

Sunday morning, on my way back from market I saved an aunty from falling down. If I had reached her late, she might have fallen. But when I saw her, I felt like I had seen her somewhere. I supported her and started walking with her with small steps.

Me: I think I see you somewhere, do you feel the same way? (I questioned her)

My 90s self: Yes, I have seen you, but it would be more appropriate to say that "I....am...you". (Blast)

Me: Ahh wait whatttt !! Are you pulling my leg dear Aunt?

My 90s self: I'm not kidding, look at me carefully, don't I look like you?

When I saw her face, I truly saw my image in her. Oh so she wasn't lying it's really me. I met a ninety year old me.(interesting)

It was around 2 in the afternoon and I took her to a park. Because the blast she did on me in such heat, that blast raised a bunch of questions in me.

She was sitting in front of me,
Ahan No, actually..... I was sitting in front of.. myself.

My 90s self: Why are you looking at my face so deeply?

Me: I see how I will lose my beauty and how wrinkles will appear on my face.

My 90s self: Along with this, you will find it difficult to walk because your every step will be staggered and you will feel as if you are about to fall.

Me: Have I regretted some things since I reached this age?

My 90s self: Yes!! At this age, there are many regrets.

• Maybe You wish you had prioritized the happiness of those to whom you was so special. You lost many likeable people inside ego. But time cannot be turned back now.

• And the fact that you prefer fast food over healthy food, you will regret it at this age.

• And you may regret that you had spent more time with your friends than your parents. You will regret that you were engrossed in your friends and social media when your parents needed you the most.

• You did not work hard for the wishes you thought of fulfilling. You may regret it later.

• And the biggest regret will be that you forget the worship of Allah every time in the cycle of your works. At this age, you will know that it is not requisite to do work and only work, but it is obligatory to take time out of your work to worship Allah.

Me: My God!! What should I do now?

My 90s self: You have to turn every regret into a good deed so that if you reach that age, you will have no regrets.

Me: What have I learned from my life?

My old self: You have learned from this life that you lost half your life due to depression, stress and anxiety. Give importance to those in your life who deserve it. Focus on your inner happiness and stop putting expectations on people. YOLO

Then My old self went on her way after teaching me some very good life lessons. And I watched myself go away and watch until I was out of sight. Seeing her way, I could see my future and before going home I made many promises in my heart that I had to fulfill before I reached that age. Because this age of youth is a water bubble

Guys this was my conversation with myself. I have chosen myself because no one can have a better conversation than oneself.
I didn't know how to talk to my ninety-year-old self. So I had to draw this map to spend my Sunday to myself. I hope you like it.

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