RE: Day 1940: 5 Minute Freewrite: Monday - Prompt: rest her soul

I think am getting emotional remembering the particular person, she happens to be my ex which we never enjoyed what relationship was like because she was my first girl friend i would say, we hardly see each other then it was always on the internet but the feelings was there.

She's average height, dark skin and in between been chubby and slim, she was always on low cut which seems to be one of my weakness in ladies. she got the beautiful smile with a boy look on her face, it was cute and that was always something to make fun about. Her voice was like an angel, she was just everything i wanted in a lady and i always have it at the back of my mind that i would come back for her even as long as she is not married but on one sad evening i called her phone and her brother was the one that picked the call and he said she is dead, i thought it was a joke and i decide to call with another number and i could hear the rage of anger in her brother voice when he reply the call because he thinks i was joking with him. The rest of that day and days after became useless, the pain i felt was out of this world, lot of imaginations running in my head, lot of regrets too and even whenever i remember her it still hurt, i never get to say goodbye but still happy that in the chaos of this world she, her soul is somewhere resting peaceful. i hope one day i see her in my dreams and tell her am sorry.........