RE: Day 1778: 5 Minute Freewrite: Sunday - Prompt: why would you want to?

Well there is actually a lot reason I look into before I consider if anything is for me and I always try to be careful so I don't regret taking that step.

I always want to have a successful relationship life but at my current age I find it difficult and what hurt me the most is because people feel like at this age I am it normal if you don't have a stable relationship which I think otherwise because if it doesn't start now when should it be.

Why I think I deserve it is because I'm one of the coolest guy in the world not saying I'm perfect, but things I don't do when I'm in relationship are as follows, I don't shout at my gf, I don't call her names that are rude, respect is what I give and ask back, I don't cheat, I always have full trust in her and I let access to my phone which is the most private thing I got but still yet I haven't had a successful one year relationship. I also always assist financially with the little I can when i can, so why don't I deserve a good relationship if I do all this ?? Which is the one question I always ask myself.