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For 10 years, I could not mother a child. I thought it was because of the multiple abortions I had in the past, but the doctor told me my womb is okay. I knew he was deceiving me. He's my childhood friend and at the same time our family doctor. My husband didn't know I'd dated him in the past and aborted 3 times for him
As a matter of fact, I wasn't wayward. I fell in love with the jerk when I was a virgin and he utilized the opportunity because I was still naive. After many years of separation, I met my husband, and I was surprised when my ex was introduced as our family doctor
Okay, life goes on. I was courageous enough to keep my past behind.
Not satisfied with the doctor's report, I secretly tried another hospital, and I was told my womb has damaged. Oh! I'm the cause of our childlessness. So he knew about it long ago and decided to keep tossing us like coins
I started planning evil in my mind. I will make sure I deal with the idiot for doing this to me. As I was thinking, I felt I could not harm a fly let alone human. I remembered what my mum usually says about me. My kid is a jerk but harmless. And of course, that's me.
I lay on the couch and thought of what to do. I was clueless. I can't get a new womb. Telling my husband that I can't conceive might erupt something negative. I need my happiness. I burst and cried like a baby. Apart from the doctor, I dated when I was naive, no one has ever had sex with me. I was heated up in my thought and it reflected on the outside. After hours of personal supplication in my silent prayer, I decided to tell my mum what I was passing through
As she relaxed on her bed, I whispered to her and said: Mum, I couldn't take in because my womb was damaged. She started sweating like a Christmas goat. She turned off the heater to spare herself the blast of cold air until the engine had a chance to heat up.
I discovered she became restless. I can't hear you well Paula. Mum, what you heard is true. She didn't wait to hear the story before tears started flowing from her eyes. I'm her only child and she has been waiting for a grandchild. So painful. My mum stood still with her grey hair and pale look like the old fashioned porta potties
After a while, I saw her smiling. There's nothing God cannot do Paula. As far as I'm still alive, God will make you carry a baby in your womb. I was faithless. I'm more of a scientist so I hardly believe in miracles. I continued carrying the burden and the guilt as my husband kept trying to find solution to our problem
One day, I felt dizzy and feverish. It was a normal thing so I never took it seriously. My husband told me to visit our family doctor but I refused because I don't trust him any longer. When the fever became severe. I was taken to the hospital and to our surprise, I was 4 weeks pregnant. How can this be
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It's a long story. I delivered a bouncing baby boy. I knew if it were for me, I might not have had a kid. It was my mum's faith that helped, not mine. John is my only child. At least, I won't die like a snake that passed through the rock without any sign. John is my sign
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