Shorts || Matters Of The Heart
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I have heard and seen stories of a happy ending, and even though some havoc and break up still happen when it concerns the matter of the heart, my heart still longs for someone to who I will mean a lot to them and who will love and care for me.
Many days, I have indeed experienced my wants and longings. The longing and wants to be loved,
Most days, they come in fierce emotions making me think if I will one day be loved and other days they come in just a bit, with a little hope that I will one day be loved.
Many days, I had wished I had a boyfriend, I could call on days my heart feels lonely and needs someone to talk to and make me smile, to fill up that void.
On some days, my heart longs for a special person to hold, cuddle and massage me especially if it were days I was on my monthly menstrual cycle.
Someone who I will one day walk down the aisle with, and not be afraid that he will one day fall out of love with me.
Someone the phrase "Till death separates us apart" means a lot to him and not just words that are supposed or meant to be said at the altar for the audience's sake.
Someone who together we are perfect, someone who together we will conquer the world regardless of the storms that will brew, and who as we grow older our love will grow stronger no matter our flaws.
On those frigid, most misty nights, when cold seeps through to my bones when my bed gets too cold making it uncomfortable for just myself to be on that bed when my phone itches to ring the caller tune of that one person who puts a smile on my face when his name displays as the phone rings, my heart grows weary and empty for someone who will fill up that void.
Someone who I will fight with but can't still help but talk to him, someone with who I will play pillow fight, and someone who will cherish me.
Here is my entry to the BDC Shorts: Prompt of the day. [Day 3]
They told me if I killed myself now it would save the lives of countless others.
Saying the longer I wait to kill myself the more people will suffer.
They are reckless and should have shown the proper media what they had before taking me hostage for 5 years. I know there are many in prison that dont deserve to be there because of this. Your stay in prison will not be fun @battleaxe and friends. People are going to want you dead when they find out what you did. I hope you die a slow painful death. You sick mother fuckers.
https://peakd.com/gangstalking/@acousticpulses/electronic-terrorism-and-gaslighting--if-you-downvote-this-post-you-are-part-of-the-problem
Its a terrorist act on American soil while some say its not real or Im a mental case. Many know its real. This is an ignored detrimental to humanity domestic and foreign threat. Ask informed soldiers in the American military what their oath is and tell them about the day you asked me why. Nobody has I guess. Maybe someone told ill informed soldiers they cant protect America from military leaders in control with ill intent. How do we protect locked up soldiers from telling the truth?
Longing to have a special someone to grow old with, indeed a matter of heart. :') Thanks for participating. :')
oh well, everyone will have an opportunity to fall in love and also someone will fall in love with you, the problem is it may be one sided, what will you do?
Hmmm...I can relate to your feelings in this post. Finding such love can be rare but will certainly come. when it comes, hold on tight to it.
Cheers.
I can very well relate to this. I was once like you with all these longings but finally my wishes came true just like I believe they will for you also. ♥️