It Doesn't Matter.

I knew I didn't need to stare long at the closed door. I do agree it was once open and filled with everything needed to make life balanced which is Good and Bad, but it doesn't matter if it didn't work out. Everything isn't meant to work out in life. Failure is a very strong element that has to be present to succeed.

There is a sentence I hold on to and it is not just an affirmation, it is a belief that I have. Though people in my country run to other countries for greener pastures and some made it while others… Well, it just didn't work out for them.

That's why I have this belief that;

"It doesn't matter where I find myself, everything will surely work out for good, even when it looks bad, I will find a legal way out."

The aforementioned words may seem far-fetched. A stillborn hope as some would call it and who am I to stop people from saying whatever they feel right to? Saying something is one thing and seeing a positive result from the words said is another. After all, I have said and still saying what I deem fit.

Life is a joke, the good and the bad. The kind that speaks ugly fine truth which makes people laugh endlessly as what is there to cry about when your eyes have lost every damn liquid in them?

It is sad though, but still, beautiful in its way that's why we can't stop living life even when we know either you are good or bad we will both go six feet below when it is time. And with each passing day, we hope it isn't ours or someone close to us. Funny right? As someone needs to die at the end of the day.

Still, I held on to my words of;

"It doesn't matter."

And this is because I hope to see tomorrow even when I complain about time not being enough each day. Haha.

Looking at the brighter side, I am alive today and that's something huge and as long as I live, my words will continue to drive me towards getting there. I don't know where there is even when I am sure I do. Quite complicated right? Life is full of complications anyways. So, why not have your belief and work with it?

_{"Why should your country determine your success? Just why should you allow people's hateful words to sink into your heart each day that it brings forth the thought of suicide your way? Why should you allow yourself to be used without seeking a way out? Why should you allow society to tame you when they can't even stand your power?"}

This isn't the time to give up. You can rest, eat and cry if the need arises but, no matter what they do, just tell yourself, "It doesn't matter", for you have something better on your plate.

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This is my entry to #dreemport collaboration with #thoughtfuldailypost with my Okukolistic partner in all @kenechukwu97. Hehe.

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Still yours truly,
Balikis.

Thanks for reading.

Peace be unto those who crave it and more to those who chase it away.